"If only my anguish could be weighed and all my misery be placed on the scales!" (NIV)
Oh, that my impatience and vexation might be [thoroughly] weighed and all my calamity be laid up over against them in the balances, one against the other [to see if my grief is unmanly]! (AMP)
Oh that my grief were throughly weighed, and my calamity laid in the balances together! (KJV)